I'm not a huge fan of people

Nope.
I mean, they're nice to talk to for a few minutes, but after a while, you just feel like punching them in the face. I dunno why. And you try to ignore that feeling—like, they can't really mean that, can they?—but after they're gone, you just keep thinking about it. And you just start hating them even more.

And, you know, I'm trying to tone it down. I'm trying to be more "mature."
But it's really hard.
And it's causing havoc on my social life. As in, I have none, because I go out of my way to avoid them. Especially guys. Sigh. And my hormones aren't helping me make it better.

But better to avoid than to cause violence, right?

I've got an elastic heart

That song is just so awesome.

So, yesterday, I downloaded like over 40 songs. Because my music library really needed an update, and, before, there really wasn't anything good that I thought was worth it.
But now it's like there's a shitload of good, non-autotuned, amazing songs in iTunes. I recently learned that it's because the soundtrack for Catching Fire is coming up, and it released some songs early. Well, if those tracks are any indication of the quality of the soundtrack, I'm definitely getting it.

I've also recently learned that my music taste has changed. Well, not changed, really, more like shifted. I noticed that I like a lot more songs with rap in them than I used to. But not normal rap. More like Linkin Park rap. Man, I love that band. I have so many songs from them. And I also like more metal in my music. Wretches and Kings by Linkin Park is actually one of my favourite songs, next to Bleed It Out (which I could listen to forever).
But yeah. It's so weird when you notice how old you yourself is getting, and how your tastes are changing.

I am going to be sooo productive today...

Oh wait. It's 11 pm.
Shit.
What happened?
Fuck.
...
Meh. Sleep now.
I'll study tomorrow.