So I just slept for 24 hours straight...

Yup. I'm thinking of setting a new record.
Basically, what happened was, I had a test yesterday. And I hadn't studied whatsoever. Literally, I had no idea what was going on.
So I stayed up the entire night yesterday. Nope, not studying. Convincing myself to study. Needless to say, I wasted a lot of time I could have been sleeping.
And there I was, having no idea what was on the test, and with my brain fried from a distinct lack of sleep. I guess you can tell what happened.
This is what happens when I'm stressed, but avoiding and procrastinating.
Sigh. I really need to stop.

I KNOW Me

Better than you know me.

Sigh. I'm just fucking tired of people telling me what to do with my life, my health, and my appearance. Yeah, I get it. I'm unfit. I look ten years older than I really am due to lack of sleep. I rarely put on makeup when I go outside. I eat junk food at least once every few days.
I ALREADY KNOW THAT!
You think I'm doing this in my sleep or something? I KNOW what the fuck I'm doing with my life. So don't fucking tell me what I should be doing with it. I know what I should do.
Honestly. Arrogant assholes who act as if their advice is from God or something should fucking listen to their own advice.
You know what? MAYBE, maybe I'll listen to you when you stop acting like a fucking hypocrite.
Or maybe not. Whatever.
The point is, I know I'm fucking myself over. I don't need you to tell me.
And I'll fix it myself. My own way.

My cat brought home a dead mouse...

I seriously don't know how to feel about this.
On one hand, I feel so bad for the mouse! It was so sad, just lying there looking cute but not breathing. We finally had to throw it out because she kept going near it.
On the other hand, I really didn't think she had it in her. I mean, she's just so lazy. She gives up on games in just ten minutes and, though she's not obese, she's not exactly the most active cat around. o.0 I guess I should feel a bit happy that she has some predator instincts in her?

I feel old...

Sigh. Sometimes I wish I were a kid again, without the responsibility of having a job, bringing home food, and travelling on my own to school.
Maybe I feel this way due to this constant lethargic feeling I've been having.
I proved something today. I slept at 5 am, and I still woke up at 11 am. But even when I sleep early, like at 10 pm, I can never wake up earlier!
My internal clock is messed up. Maybe another reason why I feel old.
Sigh. Sometimes, I wish I could wake up one day, and not have to worry about what has to be done that day.

I LOVE this month!

No, seriously.
TWO of my favourite authors just released books yesterday. Count it! Two! Lol, I really need some new authors to expand on.
AND I'm getting a shitload of hours on account of one of my coworkers going on vacation, so I can pay off my credit card bill and have a lot left over.
I should probably study now—or READ! :)

I don't need a relationship

I have my cat. And she's the cutest, most lovable thing in the world. I mean, how could anyone else compare to her cuteness and lovableness?
So there.
Who needs men anyway?

Hot Supervisors & Teachers

I dunno about you guys, but this has been a problem for me in many of my jobs. Maybe it's because I work in the minimum-wage industry, so a lot of my supervisors/managers are really young as well.
Or maybe I have a thing for authority. :P
I mean, I remember when I had night school, my calc teacher was... GUH. And he wasn't old or anything. He was actually only ten years older than me, and looked a lot younger. I mean, when you'd first see him, you'd think, "Cute." And then he would speak with that deep sexy voice and you'd just... GUH.
I should rename the title of this post to GUH, lol.
But anyway, I just wanted to mention my hot assistant floor manager. He's so cute and Asian. I think I have a thing for nerdy (but hot) guys.
There are other assistant floor managers, and I can talk to them just fine, but whenever he's working, I just shut down. I can't talk for shit. Sigh. I need to stop. He probably has a girlfriend. Sigh.